It is 4am now...and i still awake...still reading some articles and facebook-ing...
Yet, the day is getting nearer! oh my...time flies so fast! bunches of my friends are almost finish their 1st year in uni. what about me? happy go lucky? i have'nt make up my mind yet cause it has already one and half year since i touched an "official" books! sometimes i even had nightmare with it. felt so depressed sometimes...
Anyway! this is the 2nd time you fell down... mr.poon , you got to promise yourself you will be succeed ! no matter how , its only 3 years ! you have to competent this "mission" that someone gave a hope for u ! i will enjoy this 2 months stay in butterworth...so guys, whoever wants to have a trip during this 2 months please count me in. im going to "prison" !
Sometimes , i really do double thought of it. am i going to survive without a degree cert? ...hmm...well, the world is cruel somehow. so what could i do? never looks back and keep looking forward ! i have no regret with the things i have done. im cool with it ! you may feel : yea , he's bullshit-ing again. Hell yeah , life is coloured by challenge, but not those very routine life, human are not born to be like this. I wants a different life !
my dreams is to travel a lot of places around the world. currently i have traveled to UK, France. i felt so lucky ! As i never visit to any foreign country but started from the places where i dreamed when i was kid. It was a really nice trip tho, and i have to special thank to my auntie who bare my food and stay when i was in UK.
I really do hope i have changed in a year, im proud of im am me , myself and poon yuen kheng. although he's lost his direction of life, but soon he will found his.
p/s: sorry for my english, pls comments if anything gone wrong .thank for your reading
time go fast!!really!! Already a year i study in uni. But i feel that i do nothing in uni. So, how about u? Continue study, work or either learn some skill? sometime i feel that i am wasting my time if i am lazy and passive. i wan to change but i need a " tui dong li". Just now i went to church with my uni friend! I ask myself:" will Jesus help me? give me tui dong li?" I hope yes! i hope myself will be changed. but i am sure that i need a strong tui dong li to remove my laziness.
ReplyDeleteI believe u will do ur best...if u work harder...may us both will success someday..
ReplyDeleteThx for sharing such a nice story with us ^^
ReplyDeleteIt's not too late , try ur best to finish this ''3 years journey'' , although it is hard...yeah!!
more to come >.<
ReplyDeleteGA YAO
ReplyDeleteNEI HAI TAK GEH! =D
~ WAN TING~
yup, i felt im doing ntg here too..
ReplyDeleteact i quick hate the life....
busy study, dunno for wat, my aim not like tis..
and im the most lazy at here, i alway sleep, n play game, all of my fren is alway go library study study study...
i feel bored at here...
although my mark, my standard here quick good, a lot pp jealous of me, they alway say ling good, ling clever, and ling wat...
but i feel im ntg all at....
compare to other pp, im a loser...
i scare to do everything,
my english as a shit...